Frustrated

Has there ever been a time in your life where you feel like you are just failing at everything and want to give up? Well that's exactly where I'm at. All I want to do is curl up in a ball and cry. I feel like I can't so anything right and people expect me to be happy all the time and always smile and never be in a bad mood. I usually can be happy but there are times when I just can't be. It's one of those times when all I want to do is listen to skillet really loud and drown out everything else. I love my husband but sometimes I don't think he understands what goes on in my head or when I'm frustrated and just want him to sit by me and hug me. And tell me everything will be ok. I just don't know anymore. I'm not as successful as my sisters even though I try to be. I'm not as creative either. I may have gotten the athletic genes but where did those get me; a screwed up knee and not much else. I love my husband and my puppy. I love what we have and I'm thankful God put him in my life but I just never feel like I'm doing things right.